So, i've been REALLY frustrated lately...i would like to get my other ear pierced, and get them gauged, maybe to like a 6 or a 4 (not explaining piercing sizes if you don't know, it's not that big)...and i'm having a tough time getting through to my parents about it, which i'm not doing anymore, because they have to deal with the fact that i'm gay first, they have enough to handle....anyways, i'm really frustrated about the world and profiles in general...so you see a guy with 1" plugs in his ear...does that mean that he's automatically an unsuccessful, unprofessional person?....NO!!!!! just fucking nooo!!!! and i'm tired of people thinking that! i mean i understand that it's the generation that does that, but your personal style should not be thought of as a reflection of how successful and professional you are! it's just fucking stupid! i'm just sooo fucking tired of the world, and how people think! They think shit is important, but it's not! and i know me wanting gauges isn't important to the big picture either, but i just want to be able to be myself, and do what i do! and noone can stop that! and i should haven't to worry about that when i go and get a job as a car designer! people need to see performance, and character, not outside appearance! and i want to BREAK THAT PROFILE! I mean sometimes i just want to let go of it all, and just live...but i'm too fucking chicken because of how i was raised!(i mean i have a 4.01 and have never gotten a detention) and i have alot of potential in art, and i don't want to let that go...and an art field is not something i should have to worry about that in, but car design is still a more conservative thing, it's a business...i mean if it's not as much as I think, let me know! but anyways, give me feedback if you know how i feel! <3